Thursday, Jan. 01, 2004 7:20 A.M.
A Correction So starts another year. I deleted yesterdays post. The reason is that I made a terrible error and I still feel like a schmuck about it. Where I listed that there was no bad news worth mentioning, I failed to mention something really big. My Sister-in-Law, Nancy died last year. Did I simply forget something that quickly? Was it not important enough to remember? Of course it was. I can only say that though we talked a lot the past year, she had been married to my brother forever. It's like she has always been there. Like she always would be. I don't know why something that big slipped my mind. It is not out of lack of respect. I had total respect for the lady. She was wonderful. I don't know. I have no answer. When I went into my comment section, my sister Buella, posted that I failed to mention it. I can't believe I did that. To my sister-in-law, Nancy, I apologize. Maybe, in the back of my mind, it was because she is the first of my generation to pass. Ex-in-laws are gone, but none that were still part of the family. Maybe I just would rather think of her as still being here because I don't want to face the death of any of my brothers, sisters or anyone else in the family. I don't know. I just don't know. I do know that years after my mom died, I would still see something or hear something and think, "Gee I have to tell mom about that", only to be brutally reminded that she was no longer there to tell. That went on for at least 5 years. Losing someone is hard, to say the least. When they are no longer there, it takes awhile to get used to it. Maybe it's just that we don't want to. This was not the way I would have chosen to start the new year. Later,
Cosmic
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