Sunday, Jun. 05, 2005 4:17 P.M.
A Sunday I made up for my Lazy Saturday today. I did sleep in till 8:00 so it was still a good morning. I chatted a bit with my buddy, Art and then got busy. I managed to wash the dishes, do two loads of laundry, scrub the bathroom, clean the bedroom, do the dishes, get out the trash and recyclables, take some things to the basement and pick up the livingroom. I'm done. The highpoint of the day will come at 9:00 tonight with the season premiere of THE 4400 I have been waiting for weeks for it to start up again. We got into it last year and all of a sudden it was canceled. There have been rumors that if it had enough of an audience, they would bring it back. It's nice to know they did and it mattered. I'm cheating on the diet tonight. I am eating pizza. I have been good for two weeks and have only lost 7 pounds. It's discouraging, but I am not throwing in the towel yet. Terry said the nicest thing to me yesterday. I was bumming because I stopped at the 7 pounds and he turned to me and said, Maybe you just aren't meant to be skinny." That was so sweet. It made me realize that he loves me as I am and that it isn't important to him if I'm a chubette. He has never said that I'm fat, but he is quick to agree with me when I talk about losing. At least if I decide to quit the diet, I won't hear anything said about it. Somehow, that makes it easier to stick to it a while longer. I really do want to lose the other 27 pounds. I feel better without the extra weight and of course, my closes fit better. I am one of those people that shouldn't say anything when I am trying to do something. As soon as I tell one person, I feel obligated to stick with it. The more I feel obligated, the more I want to rebel and say to hell with it. It's almost like the second I say it, I am regretting taking on the project. My mind works in weird ways. I am leaving the little tracks at the bottom. If I lose more, fine. If I gain, that's ok too. I'm not unhealthy. Well, I'm back. I reduced the screen to do something for Terry and forgot I was making an entry. We have been watching the first season of 4400. I forgot a few things, so it was good to see it again. Well, I've bored you long enough. Hell, I've bored ME long enough. Gotta run. Later,
Cosmic
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